tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7005553754868887757.post3673477541149513569..comments2008-12-09T11:39:56.543-06:00Comments on Journey to Holland: Welcome to HollandUnknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7005553754868887757.post-23322815643543353402008-12-04T07:35:00.000-06:002008-12-04T07:35:00.000-06:00I absolutely loved this. I read it out loud to my...I absolutely loved this. I read it out loud to my husband and we were both in awe. Of course, I couldnt read much more, the things I relate to the most make me so emotional. I am amazed every day at the strong moms I read about and exchange ideas with. I am so thankful for the blogs that have connected me to you guys! I am so thankful for every step forward our baby makes and try to focus on that and not the bad things. I feel guilty for the frustration I have at times when I hear of someone going through so much more. <BR/>We miscarried once before our baby came and it is truly a loss, an empty feeling, but it will never come close to the grieving I did over the loss of my pregnancy when our baby was born so early. It took me about 4 months to get to where I wasnt angry anymore. I stopped asking why me? I say now that since I was so afraid of babies and it took me 7 years to even decide to try for one that God knew that and wanted me to start small! <BR/>Thank you in advandce for any insight/ideas you can share. We are really making progress now with feeding, vomiting. I will read more of your blog soon...wehdostableshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04956542209337376366noreply@blogger.com